Zenith
Arpeggiated chords initiate “Zenith” and fade as they pulse on downbeats while the vocalist begins. A marked reduction in tempo establishes a relaxed atmosphere, though not devoid of contemplation. The vocalist’s languid attack on the first pitch indicates a deep sense of mournfulness, reinforcing the loss-oriented lyric ‘had’ of “I had it all”. Bare and vulnerable; divulging all angst and yearning; the first verse is small. However, the vocalist's statements are for someone; a “kid” who is struggling to grasp that there is “so much more to live for”, evident in the vocalist’s assurance. The encouragements are infused with substance and authority that could only accompany fraught personal experience. They are meant for one who can’t see beyond what is immediate. “I am now forgotten” concludes the first verse and leads into the first chorus.
In the first chorus the vocalist assumes a sagacious and informing tone, relaying wisdom garnered from life lessons learned. He has had to learn to “trust there’s something more behind it all” and now bequeaths this confidence to his mentee.
The second verse begins more plain and informative, as though discussed from an outsider’s perspective. However, the vocalist chews on the phrase “I was betrayed”, betraying bitterness long since lept from unclenched fists. A shofar calls just before the next line, alerting to damaging pride and harrowing for a fundamental change of direction at a “zenith” moment, which lead to light “eclipsing” dark.
Percussive and insistent is the vocalist’s approach to the second chorus. His full voice indicates a renewed passion following the more doleful first verse and chorus. From falsetto to a full belt, the confidence merely stated in the first chorus is now infused with purpose.
In similar fashion to the first and second verses, the piano pulses and the vocalist relays his wisdoms. The message is much more direct now than prior, bearing a benediction to assume impetus in stepping onto a renewed path. He advises to expect greatness, because it now can be anticipated, not just hoped for. Subverting the expectation of an average-length verse, the button of the verses comes early and is varied. In tandem with the lyrical change, strings ease in, propelling the song’s momentum forward. With this shift in mood and focus, the vocalist directly addresses the mentee, encouraging that the striking life-switch, “[walking] the walk”, bears eternal significance. Rather than going into another chorus, the pattern is disrupted, taking a new shape and building instead to an unfamiliar section.
As the song moves into a bridge, a shalom mood emanates from the soothing piano, strings, and vocal mixture supporting its message to “let the old pass away” and recognize “there is so much more to live for.” The musical atmosphere leaves no room for chaos or confusion, but rather increases in harmoniousness while fading into the outro. The sentiment is encompassed in a piano resolve, signaling that there is no additional chorus or refrain.
A final shofar-call is sounded; a deep outcry response that says, “I don’t know all the right words, just listen to the cries within my soul.”